I usually struggle more on the weekends than during the week, but this weekend has been worse! I think I am struggling to not COMPLETLY fall off the wagon! Even with all my good efforts I am falling short. It seems like temptation is meeting me (and hitting me over the head) at every corner.
My oldest daughter had a birthday this Wednesday and it seems like the celebrating has continued ever since! I always ask the girls on their birthday what they want for their birthday dinner. They can choose to go out or have me fix one of their favorite meals. This year Bethany wanted to go to one of my favorite pizza places. Lombardi’s (in my opinion) has the best pizza, the crust is thin and crispy…yummo!! I don’t think I did too bad, I ordered a side salad and ate half of that before the pizza got to the table. I wound up eating one slice of cheese pizza, but in all fairness their slices are pretty good size!! You may be saying…well that’s not to bad. But the truth is.. I had chines for lunch! Help!! I have NO self-control right now! I had my period this week and to be honest I was blaming some of my poor choices on that…but I have to face the facts…I’m screwing up!!
This has nothing to do with my surgery and everything to do with where my head is right now. I get my third fill on Wednesday and my doctor made me wait a full month before he would give me another fill. The first two weeks usually go really well. I lose a decent amount of weight and then by the third week my band is not tight and I have very little restriction, so I start to struggle. Believe me Wednesday cannot come fast enough!!
I will let you know what the doctor’s office says my weight loss is for the month after my appointment. The good news is I have been consistent with my exercise. I have people who will want to know where I am if I don’t show up, that helps me a ton. I know I would have fizzled out if it were not for them!!
I can’t end this post without saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANY!!! You are the best, and I’m so happy to be your mom!!!
Do you struggle more during the week or on the weekend??